Depression ............

 I have been feeling depressed for months. Marlon is in contact with my dr. I need help, please pray for me.  I have been on mental health medication since my brain aneurysm in 2004.  I had no idea how this medication was helping me.  I had to stop taking the medication in August because of covid. I was taking a medication for covid  and the mental health medication I was taking had to be stopped while on Paxlovid.  I thought I didn't need it after I was over Covid. but here I am feeling miserable.  I don't want to get to the point of suicide.  Please try and understand why I have been distant from everyone. This is very embarrassing and I didn't want to tell you anything.

  • feeling persistently sad crying over anything
  • feeling worthless like no one likes me or cares about me
  • low energy 
  • loss of interest in hobbies haven't gone to glass or done anything

I finally went to DR. In March and of course the minute she started talking I started crying.  Spent an hour with her and am now back on my medication.  I told her how embarrassed I am having to ask for help.  She told me the alternative would be worse.  She told me that my medical team cares about me and my health.  I am hoping the medication helps me fast. My husband is taking me to the beach to relax this weekend in Destin.  I want to get well. Today is the start of May 2023 and I’m finally back to my old self🥰